life can be so anal that it fickles like this light.

so the funeral is over. everything is fine now. (i hope) have to get myself back into the momentum again. *bitch

after so many things that have happened, i realise that there are many things in life that u still can look forward to. many many. the implusiveness never change. questioning has become a rountine for me. it gets on people's nerves and i just love it. i guess this is one of the medicine that can cure me from all these pessimistic thoughts.

grumpy old woman, that is what my nephews and nieces used to call me.
i grumpy and old meh?

heck, lets continue reading the manual for my V3. im still stuck at page 43!