i think i have;

seen enough,
heard enough,
question enough,
feel enough.

fake smiles,
fake concerns,
fake reactions,
fake faces.

its pissing me off,
making me sick.

low-class people dont deserve my respect.

get off my back,
you dont cross my path, i wont cross yours.

i know i should not say all these things. some thoughts i have after these few days at the wake.


i have been really tensed up these few days, but the chanting by the monks sort of calm me down and ease my anxiety.

say a prayer, respect it.