life just gets tougher and tougher each day, doesnt it?

derek said something like this while we are walking out of school : "I never feel so fucked up in my entire poly life before eh!"

yeah. 5 more weeks till the deadline. heading of the report; not done. freaky. (but i believe everything will work out eventually. positive visualisation eh!) im getting used to this boring life that im gonna have for the next 5 weeks. marketing has indeed shorten everyone's lifespan. turning all of us into siao langs who will only shout at each other to do work. deprived us from our precious sleep and the moments of our teenage years. damn. and it made me more whiny and tempermental each day.

speaking of that let me digress abit. someone once told me that "women always take advantage of their own vulnerability and as well as others". but men always take advantage of a woman's vulnerability to excerise their ego! so who is the more cunning one here? i hate this masculinity society!

the only comfort i can find now is in these chocolates. dark, almond, hazel nut, milk, caramel. yummy yum yum.


its the last day of 2005. i will be turing 20 in 2 months plus time. starting a whole new chapter in my life. an introduction to adulthood (my mum still call every now and then). everything will be so different. more settled down? i hope so. more logical? i dont think so. less implusive? i doubt so.

so its the starting of another year. i hope everything will be fine and everyone will be happy.

to my fellow "no-life" marketing friends:

-hang in there people!!
just five more weeks!!