sometimes i just hate being a human being.. we are scheming, vicious, selfish, desperate and whatever u can think of.. if everything could be pure and simple.. if people would not succumb to esteem, status, wealth and prosperity.. comparing against each other will not bring any good and it wun result in anth.. BUT NO! comparings and insultings has always been happening ard me.. im so sick of it.. really.. well, people can say that im a whore who goes ard sleeping with people (of coz they din say that, im just exaggerating things to add more drama!).. but i cant stop them from saying the things that they want.. i believe everyone has their rights to speak, we are living in a democratic society afterall.. but when people say nasty things about u, what would u do? getting back at them will just degrade urself.. it will just show that u and them are of no difference and u guys dont deserve any respect!

not say i nv insult people before.. tts why i noe, insulting just gets me to nowhere and i stand nothing to gain by just insulting or say bad things about other people.. well, i guess we cant help it.. its human nature afterall..

im beginning to take things at a different level and look at things at a different level.. i realise that im much more happier than before.. i feel disgusted by the way my other counterparts are behaving the way they are right now.. and i stabbed myself a thousand times for just being like one of them in the past.. i used to think that status and wealth are everything.. it means power and "face".. yes, money and status can bring to you to alot of places, people will look up to you.. and mind u, they only love your money and the advantage you give when they are good to you.. isnt that quite saddening? so what if you have the money? when you dont have good character and good popularity, everything doesnt seems to be that important anymore.. these human beings, so artificial, so pathetic..

bah la la.. actually human beings also not clever want to act clever.. yes, they are great people who invented air-conditioners, cars, refrigerators, plastic bags, blah blah blah.. and the outcome? created air pollution and causing the O-zone layer to expand! not funny ar! isnt this killing ourselves? not enough somemore.. we invent nuclear bombs, explosive devices blah blah blah.. and kill each other to gain what.... power! haiz.. human beings sometimes they are even more scary than wild beasts.. tsk tsk tsk..

damn sian.. why we all lky tt ar? cant we be more simple and easily contented?

enough of bad humans! today, i met a bunch of good human beings.. just miss their company.. talking about the present, telling each other our sufferings, catching up with each other and enjoy the good food that we deserved! we all love food! suddenly got craving for laksa now.. anybody got good places that sell good laksa? let me noe k? hahahahaha..

besides laksa, i wan chay kueh teow, stingray, sambal kangkong, tom yum soup, prata, chicken rice, bbq chicken, satay, blah blah blah! thats the reason why i love singapore! coz im surrounded with good food! yum yum! maybe the tourism board could change the slogan to: "Delicious Singapore" or "Grow Fat in Singapore".. hahaha.. alrite..

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