i am feeling so fucked up these daes.. i cant get my message into other people's head.. they dun even bother to listen to what the fuck i have to say.. at least! hopes were smashed, people whom i once considered as frens werent there for me anymore, it all boils down to one thing, what is frenship actualli? i mean true frenship.. i question myself am i being stupid for putting so much faith and trust in my frens but in fact they juz treat me for smth that i tink that i dun even deserve it.. so please, if next time u feel that i dun deserve ur time and attention let me noe earlier, so that i wun feel lky a fool.. sometimes i dun show my feelings or voice out my opinions dosent mean i am a pushover.. btw i have my temper, dun try me coz u nv noe what i am gonna do when darkness falls.. so to all those fuckers who are reading this, i wun forgive and forget what u have done, and please dun tell me what to do and stop misinterpreting me!

people often tink that they can make me fall, but they nv noe that i can climb back on my feet and be a stronger me each time i fall.. but i am too tired to stand up again.. i believe that since i have made it this far on my own thru all these fucking difficult years, i earned some fucking respect.. and all i wana to sae is that get out of my face nxt time u wana tell me smth and stop twisting my words ard if u cant hear or dun get what i mean..

all i wana know is that will u be there to catch me when i fall? would anyone treasure these moments and love that we once shared?