eh! trying out the colours! i am wasting my life away.. there is nth much for me to do.. sentosa cancelled again! nvm.. this is the........ (i lost count) my legs hurt, standing for 10 hrs ytd.. crap.. but i need money! tok to ash juz now, she updated me on alot of thing tt happended.. i felt guilty at tt instant coz i havent been giving her much attention or call her up these few daes.. i am so glad tt she is moving on.. well, at least she is ahead of me.. she gotta be my inspiration..

mum and dad is goin hong kong early nxt month! bro would be following.. so tt means that i would have the whole hse to myself! so we can have a slumber party! or maybe an orgy.. muahaha.. may my wildest fantasies come true!

i am more aware of how ppl percieve me.. its eating me up! maybe i shud change.. be less loud, less wild, less crappy, less provocative.. but then ar.. when i start to change, i wun be the same old crystal tt everybody loves!

everything happens for a reason..