yes.
finally i can sense it.

i was just thinking,
would it be nice if we can really go on a backpacking trip together?
would it be nice if we can attend our friends' birthday parties together?
would it be nice if we can enjoy our lazy weekends together?
would it be nice to hear him calling me baby again?
would it be nice to hear him say "i love you"?
would it be nice to snuggle up close to him?
would it be nice to hear from him everynight?
would it be nice to go fishing with him again?
would it be nice to plan our future together?

sigh.

would it be another night where i have to cry myself to sleep again?