everyone's asking how am i, hows things going on.
honestly speaking, i really hate it when im facing with these questions.
not that i do not appreciate these concern,
but then the experience of relating these whole situation again is just to tormenting for me.

little things that is happening right now reminds me of him.
the cricket lighter, shopping around ikea, walking aimlessly on the busy street of orchard, starbucks, jacky wu's shows, the spot outside royal sporting house tampines, etc.

im still adjusting.
i have to admit, i really miss him alot.