Tuesday, September 26, 2006

random random thoughts. ever since i got my hair permed, im thinking alot. stupid curls.

a quote from my OB textbook. "Humans are creatures of habit"

we are always running away from fears of stepping out our comfort zone and indulging in something new and unknown. but then once we are in it, we are too afraid to step out of it again.

there is alot of things in life which are super unpredictable. like why did i get my hair permed, why i am pursuing my degree right now, why i am tied down willingly to a man which i dear the most. why? its like love. sweet yet unpredictable. but it takes two hands to clap. and everything happens for a reason. and i believe that its not the time to ask why, its a time where u reflect and question yourself how the fuck did it end this way? ok, maybe minus the vulgarities.

status quo ah status quo.

i just realised that one of my childhood friend is getting married next month. its not that surprising at all. but then she was one of my friends who is the least expected to get married at all. LEAST! yet again, unpredictable. my secondary classmate is already a mother of two.

i always believe that we women should be treated equally. fuck those men who think too highly of themselves, egoistic and is a male chauvanist. i am seeing examples of these men more and more each day. and the sad thing is that it is happening around me, within my social circle. whats worst is that the woman is taking in all these shit willingly and silently. its kinda expected but its quite disappointing. i should have know better whatever i say it would not change the decision that you have ALREADY made nong nong time ago. and since thats the case, dont come and fuck around with me saying that you are pissed and this and that.
and dont ask me for suggestions since you are not going to listen to it. i rather go knit a sweater for my dearest sunny boy.

BAH! its getting on my nerves. cant be bothered. i go watch my anime.