i duno whether im pushing everyone very hard so as to feel more secure about my school work and stuff. i feel that each member of my group were really drained because of my quite demanding deadline and expectations. been up since 10 editing the report that way exceed the word limit that was give to us. i cant help but to keep thinking about what the lecturer say: "RMIT is very strict with this word limit" and after that i was very dulan due to the inbalance i was suffering. i mean if RMIT is very strict with us, then do something about your lecturers. be it the austrialian ones or the local ones. just fucking screen every single one of them so that i would feel that my parent's hard earned money was well spent. you sent a lecturer down that uses the internet to teach and the students have no notes on hand to take down notes. whats the point of understanding when sometimes we are suffering from an information overload and dont really register what u said? and where got lecturers come late for lecture, lazy to mark student's assigments and teach like he is talking to himself? it just gives me this feeling that i have to depend alot on myself through this university education. well, at least i dont loaf around to achieve my degree. maybe that explains the pressure to perform. and school started 9 weeks ago and i still have not received my student card. this is fucked up or what?
lucky for me, i have alot people to turn to. my parents have been really supportive for the past 9 weeks even though there would be the occasional whinings about finance issues. cant blame them, money nowadays tsk. and i know that they would give me the best in everything even though it means that they have to fork up their life's savings. i love my family. and sometimes a nice companion to talk to helps. sunny being his usual self, never fails to crack me up whenever im with him or talking to him on the phone. cheering me up, giving me advice and suggestions. i appreciate the moments and you baby. my group mates. people whom i interact with the most right now. people who took all my shit and temper all the time. i kinda of feel that im pushing them to hard. sorry guys!
alrite. back to my report. 1128 words. 228 to eliminate. kill me please!