let me tell you what a woman can do and would do when she missed her boyfriend very much and feels sad for herself because she have not seen her boy for 9 days.

STUDY!

can u believe it? i actually went ray's house to study! O~H M~Y G~O~D!! yes i know. i was never this hardworking before. but like what i said, lack of love! LACK OF LOVE K!?

i know some people would just go; "aiya, army what. cannot help it right!?" fuck! of coz u can say that larz. wait till ur experience it yourself! everyday just wait for his one precious phonecall. or even worse, sometimes even one msg oso dont have. so after his 2 weeks of confinement he can finally book out on friday. and it happens that his second book out would be 2 weeks after his first book out. so it will be another two weeks till i get to see him again. fucked up!

damn sad.