fuck it. the uncertainty that i face seems to be over-powering that it suck up all the positivity that runs through my blood! people would tell me that they wish and pray hard for this this this and that that that to happen, but then most of the time, things dont turn out this way.
looking at how my parents work so hard everyday just to pay for my school fees and living expenses. 20 years to come it'll my turn. then after all the slogging, i'll retire and spend the rest of my life with nothing to do while waiting for my turn to die. damn sad.
为什么人总是会在失去了一切再懂得珍惜？