so when no one told me what was happening and i had progs for myself and couldnt make it, issit logical that i get blamed for not turning up?

i felt that i was being blamed for spoiling the whole plan. nobody said anth but i was just being paranoid (if u were in my shoes u will know why). u cant expect me to sit at home and wait for things to be finalised then i can carry on with my own plans right? and through experience i know these things always kinda of got cocked up. so what happened in the end? i get pissed and have to suffer a lousy weekend.

i always kena this kind of shit. when i was alone and all my friends are attached and have to accompany their bfs, do i complain? maybe i do. but at the very least. but now people are saying things like i got no time for them. when i have all the time in the world who have time for me? i got an additional role to play now. please be reasonable.

fuck it.