today i sat beside daddy while watching project superstar.. well, not as if it is anth new.. but dad was sort of force to watch the gruelling performance with me.. he was half-aslp and the only time he is wide awake would be the time when he is getting ready to pounce on the tv remote..
daddy has always been the one who dote on me the most (actually everyone in the family does), he would deposit money into my account, buy food that i love, take me to places where i want to go and even taking in all my pms nonsense (tt includes shouting at him, but after tt i would feel guilty).. anyway, back to the tv part.. i was sitting there while he switched my channel and refused to change it back and i bet he said "another 5 mins" more than ten times, so i decided to 'teh' abit and it works! in fact, it works all the time! hahahaha.. admist all my hysterical laughter to celebrate my vicotry, i realised my dad aged alot thru all these years.. he has been working so hard to provide for this family, his wrinkled face, tired look, and the beer belly of his! daddy has always be optimistic.. my sunshine, my everything, the man of my life!!
anyway, today's superstar was abit disappointing and predictable.. i thought i would see some miracle in that show but anyway, the performance was great! entertaining to be exact, i cant stop laughing at the fans.. they dress up as mummys, angels, half-naked.. and they were crying when kelvin won the competition! CRY FOR WAT?!!!??!? EVERYBODY NOES HE IS GOING TO WIN IN THE FIRST PLACE! but no offence ar! he really touched my heart, but there are better ones out there!
alrites, enough of tt show.. come to think of it, today's Teachers' Day! and its been a long time since i celebrated Teachers' Day.. Teachers' Day has always bring back memories for me, good ones or bad ones.. well, i was browsing thru my frenster and i came across a picture of my ex-form teacher, Miss Neo, in secondary school who has died in an MRT accident in AMK.. its been 3 years now.. but i guess we all still cant forget her.. *abit of grandmother story here, but hey, its teachers' day* still remember when she first came into our school as a trainee teacher.. we are a noisy bunch of ppl tt refuse to listen to her the very first day she stepped into our class.. but i cant remember how she persist and eventually, the whole class love her so much tt we almost boycott the school for ill-treating this teacher of mine! well, eventhough the whole class loved her, but we still create alot of troubles for her.. tsk tsk.. tinking back now, i feel tt we are a bunch of horrible creeps! so finally, we all graduated.. we left her.. tinking tt we could celebrate Teachers' Day again with her even after we graduated.. but no, news of her accident and her death hit all of us hard.. and the next time i saw my ex-classmates were during the wake of our favourite teacher, not a very good place to meet.. i still can remember the scene, people seeking comfort in each others' hugs, laughters and happiness that my class once shared with this teacher had been replaced by tears and weeps.. its very depressing, tt few daes have been really hard on me and my frens, watching the graduation vcd still make me tear.. we would always make an effort to head down to the cemetry, bow our heads and tell her the things we wanted to sae.. we all miss her.. Happy Teachers' Day Miss Neo..
aaaahhhh.. see lar! u all make me cry again! but she changed all our lives.. thanks to her, im in poly now.. and so are my other classmates.. i getting very emotional now.. anyway, im supposed to be in bed, but i choose not to coz i wana chat with this cutie before i sleep! yummlicious!