somebody ask me whats wrong with me when i said to let this blog rest for awhile. well, is just a marketing gimmick for my blog.. but i guess it failed! hahahaha.. anyway this is a long and random post.. read if you want.. but i dont think anyone pass my here anyway.. but for those who are reading, i try to bold the important points for your reading pleasure! ENJOY!
in life, it doesnt matter what you have taken or what you have given in.. it is about what you have learnt in life and how you treasure it..
in my life, i learnt to treasure friendship.. but i admit that friends are not my first priority.. anyway, lets not digress.. FRIENDSHIPS! my friends in secondary school were the ones that we have been through thick and thin together.. can u imagine the agony of talking to people that are experiencing puberty stage? my friends in poly are the ones that i have the most fun with.. clubbing, ktv, smoking breaks at the reservior, studying in fast food outlets, blah blah blah.. my friends outside school.. they are either my junior or people who are older than me by many many years.. well, all i can sae is that i really treasure the relationships with these various people that i have known in my 19 years of my life.. i cant imagine a person without any friends; no one to talk to, no one to accompany you when you are bored, no one to take care of you when you are sick..
my first priority in life is my family.. i have only one family in these whole entire world.. i am glad that i have a happy family.. a father who loves his family enough to slog all day and night for his family, a mother who tries very hard to keep this family together by trying to cook nice dishes (that was in the past, but now im the one cooking) and by nagging non-stop at her poor children, a brother who has a crazy girlfriend; we used to fight all night long when we were younger but now, my brother is like aunt agony.. but the worst part is that people always thought that i am the elder one! (no eyes to see ar?!??!?? #%^&@!$)
i learnt how to treasure my life too.. life is short, live it to the fullest.. bra asked me ytd whether i will regret in doing the things that im doing recently, i gave her a firm NO without any hesitation.. thinking back, i guess i will regret many years later but as for now, im fine with it and everybody is happy!
did i speak like an old woman? tsk.. pardon me..
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he called me again ytd asking for a patch.. well, he sort of force me to give him an ans and that point of time.. i hate it when people use force on me and i am very sure of what i want.. but i duno why, after the msg was sent out to him, i kinda feel a sense of lost in me.. i have lost someone that i used to love! but at least i am much more happy now..
its monday again, sip starting soon.. got mixed feeling about sip.. i cant help but to think whether i can handle what the job requires me, whether i manage my time between my work with my family, friends and my own time for myself.. bah! whatever larz..
wednesday, mambo night.. celebrating cow's bdae.. im feeling so excited and i cant wait.. food. booze, bitch, clubbing, cute guys and mambo night!
alrite, i need to bathe now..