i just realise one thing.. i expect my frens to be my pillar of strength, be the cushion that i can fall on without hurting myself, be there with me eventhough they cant help much, giving me the support that can help me tide over alot of unhappiness..

since i expect my frens to be that way, i hope that people could expect the same things from me like the way i expect them to be.. (this is getting confusing) well, maybe different people will think differently and maybe some will disagree with me.. but my theory is that since i want people to be that way, i, myself must be able to meet my own expectations as a fren.. (it seems that the more i explain the more confusing it gets!)

im not the emotional kind of people and i dont really understand why other people could be that emotional.. i still feel lost when people breakdown in front of me or when
people are wailing non-stop.. i do feel sorry for them but i really duno what to sae besides: "eh, dont cry larz" i know it doesnt sound comforting at all, maybe next time u dont cry or wail larz, then at least i can cheer you up!

bleah! i face this problem second time for this year, and now the problem is how to get her ass out of the hse? the big day is meant to be happy, and sharing the joyous moments with your love ones..

so ytd was the day for my long awaited mambo night.. it didnt start of well.. eventhough there are many cute guys that i wan to grab.. and the whole place is jam-packed and i hate it when people keep kicking my chair without saying sorry! i should have poke you in the eye while dancing to the YMCA song! stayed there all alone with other frens whom i not close with and waited for mr long to come and pick me up from zouk..

well, u all mite think that: "wah, why joey so good?" WRONG! SO WRONG!! this guy got ulterior motive one.. come pick me up is just an excuse.. he actually wanted me to help him return the car to the person he rented from coz tt bugger stays near my place! very clever mr long! very clever! since i am such a good friend, and the bowl of bar chor mee from joey.. (and also to save cab fare!) i drove the car back home and waited for the bugger to wake up in the morning..



so tired now.. everybody, is time to move on!