these few daes have been really depressing for me.. i just realise tt i cant take it anymore and im really not tt strong as i seem to be.. I AM NOT STRONG! happy? i just cant help but to feel the way tt im feeling rite now, i cant help but to weep over senseless stuff rite now, i cant help but to feel tt i created all these wrong-doings and hurt in tt bad, i cant help but to feel weak and i really need you by my side.. and now all i want to do is to shower you with everything i can provide so as to make up whatever wrong-doings that i have done to cause us into ending everything.. maybe at tt point of time i should have done smth to at least try to cause less hurt between us.. thousands of maybe keep replaying in my mind every now and then, words tt u once said to me on tt very fateful day, images flashing across my mind, million questions were asked, what have i done? what am i supposed to do? how are you? where are you? uncertainty, insecurity, total wreck.. all i wana say is tt i miss you and i really do.. but will you be able to feel it? will you feel the same way too? will you? will you? life have nv been this way.. i tot i would be able to take it like i used to.. love me, coz i love you..

well, well, i just feel so weak.. but i guess i still can handle.. when i have crazy course mates ard me.. looking at the pictures just made me laugh while tears are flowing.. stupid ppl doing stupid stunts..

brightens up my day..