alrite, lemme teach you guys the art of appreciating wine..
wine is meant to be taken in sips.. i mean small sips and not just gulp down lky it is plain water.. and fuck, their effect was really a knock-out.. the hangover really sucks.. one of my worst so far..

alamak, whats have gotten into me man? the inevitable crystal cant seems to be able to control herself anymore, be it her feelings, her liquor control or whatever u can tink of.. and getting myself real drunk that i cant even remember how i got home let alone why im i on my bed in the afternoon with all my organs intact and my clothes on.. and my pinciples is tt i cant go home lky this.. what will happen to the trust that my parents gave me? (u noe when u did one bad thing, ppl will remember it for life), what will my neigbours sae when they see me lky this? (i tell ya, its ten times worse than me littering the whole void deck with cig butts).. aiya aiya.. heck larz.. just go ard telling ppl tt tt is not me.. aha!! tt will do the job.. and i learnt tt i made alot of noise outside momo! bah! alrite what, tts what most ppl do when they are fucking drunk! yeah rite.. now u tell me how im i suppose to go again this wed? (can we change place girls?) fuck it! my head still spinning can?!?!?!?!

enough of it.. i need to study soon.. cannot take it alrd and the letters on my notes are dancing..

ytd before i lost my concious, someone joked with me abt me fancy married men or men who are attached.. yeah.. and off it goes.. it sets me back to "thinking too much" pharse.. and worst still, i have to witness everything rite before my very own eyes.. ppl may call all these third-party or misteresses as sluts or bitches, but seriously, u cant really control ur feelings.. how many million times have you told yourself not to fall for the girl sitting next to you in class? how many million times have you told yourself tt this would be the last pack of cigarettes tt u are buying? how many million times have you told yourself tt u will clean up your room 2ml and not doing it? same goes for all these love-love analogy.. you fall in love with your bestfriend's girlfriend, ur fault? u slept with your ex again when he treats you lky shit when you are guys are together, ur fault? get what i mean? humans have feelings.. and whats worng with falling with someone who is attached? and tt excludes collaborate with him to cheat on his partner.. so when you see his partner, you feel guilty but you keep telling yourself tt the moments spent with him are one of the best in you life.. once again i would sae, we all are humans.. and it depends on how much willpower u have.. if u ask me, my willpower level is super low.. yeah.. i cant resist temptations.. *slap me pls*

bleah! dun even noe what im toking abt.. been thinking too much these few daes.. and my mum begged me just now to spend all my energy on my studies.. she thought the source of me being so drunk last nite was my ex-boyfriend.. and she said tt i cannot control my feelings when it comes to love.. well, at least she was half correct.. i guess i have to listen to mama this time.. my last year alrd.. i dowan to screw things up! I JUST WAN MY DIPLOMA!!

haiz.. my neighbours living upstairs are fighting again.. the shouting, the children crying and the throwing of things.. i bet the children wun grow up to be happy adults.. the saying goes: "marriage is lky a gamble".. you nv noe what marriage will bring.. if u marry blissful den congrats.. but if u dun den tts too bad for you.. and why are u guys fighting so much? have you forgotten the vows tt u all have made in the prensence of the mighty lord? and what will happen to your kids? can they take this at suck a young and tender age? to all the parents in the world, please spare a thought for your children!!

im ranting non-stop again.. with my head still spinning and it feels lky it is going to topple off my neck anytime.. my heart goes all out to the kids upstairs.. but who will feel the pain for me if i fail my mid-sem? CHOY! dun worry, i wun let tt happen..

trust me!
IM INVINCIBLE!!
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dope!