i am spending more than i am earning.. and this is common.. i need money! but my freaking pay is not here yet.. i am getting too lazy to do anth.. my mum screams at me for nth but its ok.. my frens dun find me animore but i dun mind.. i hate doing part time jobs esp those surveys kind.. coz the uncertainty is eating me up.. and i get peanuts for tt job.. my phone bills are rising and my dad loves it.. i like slyvester in s'pore idol.. i am starting to inhale too much these few daes.. the next 5 daes of my life was nicely planned and waiting to be carried out.. too many things on my mind nw, it is taking control over me.. idling at home makes me tired.. i am beginning to hate coming online.. i need my regular trips to the clubs to rejuvenate myself.. i seems to be hungry always and have cravings for spicy stuff.. i realise tt ppl often live lky to the fullest unlike me.. i wana donate blood.. i dun wana get cancer.. i hate washing bathtubs aft bathing.. my ***** is spoilt and this is the second one and life w/o it sucks.. saturday nites seems to be getting boring.. the idea of staying at home freaks me.. i wan to run away from everything rite now but i always stumble and couldnt stand up.. i need a hand to guide me thru this long winding road.. i am not mad.. i am not a failure.. i hate lovey dovey messages.. i dun haf a bf.. having nightmares lately.. i love chomp chomp food.. i love tom yum.. i love taking pictures.. i am not stupid.. i am a marketing student.. i love being a volunteer.. sexy songs makes me wana do a striptease.. i am financially dependent on my parents now.. i am beinning to dislike zouk..

reading until here u wud have realise tt u have watsed 3 mins of ur life.. but who cares? u chose to read it.. cant blame me.. i am silly.. i dun even noe wat i am doing now.. and this colour makes me sick.. seriously.. anyway.. wed chinablack.. anyone? tag me.. not if u are underage.. coz i wun bother looking ic for u.. ok.. i am thirsty..