my grandma is in the last stage of cancer.. her days are numbered.. but i dun realli feel the sadness in me coz maybe we are not close ever since i noe how to tok and walk.. but she always give me money and buy good stuff for me to eat.. i gotta go visit her.. but i cant find the time.. this makes me realise that life can be so vulnerable.. u gotta treasure everyday of ur life.. yeah yeah yeah.. like who cares!?!

i am feeling the pressure this few daes.. dr tan is giving me alot of pressure.. he sure expect alot.. i am seriously screwed.. but come to think of it, holidays is in 2 weeks time.. so, wat else can i expect?

`i can see the clubbing days just rite in front of me..