seriously, in life there are things that u wish u could just give it all up and turn your back and just walk away, but u know that you just couldnt bring urself to do it and there are others things that you treasure so much, cant bear to part with it, but then it just slip away unknowingly.. life can be so unfair.. and i always believe that how you treat that person, the person will repay you with the same respect that you deserve.. but i dont see that coming.. really ar.. good things really come to those who wait.. i am still waiting, for 18 years of my life...

the stressful days are back.. tests are near, days too few and there is loads of work to be done.. the absence of the car seems weird, mum staying at home on a saturday nite is weird, me trying to make sense to wat i am toking seems weird.. well, what's new?

`the last moments of my life in a bombshelter...