i really cant stop this gaga over Whence He Came..  yeah.. i am completely crazy over joshua.. ok.. attended YAK today, kinda feeling sad.. the day that i anticipated for so long turned out to be a disaster.. i duno, i am resisting the idea of having a volunteer training.. i mean, whatever for?! a person's capabilty to facilitate and run programmes cannot be trained out! or so i believe.. dun feel lky toking abt this.. i am so tired right now, going to break down soon.. so many things to handle, too lil time to prepare and not enough time to sleep.. and mid sem test is lky 2 weeks from now! damn it.. blemishes are fighting their way through my skin as the stress level in me is growing..

i got no life since day one school reopens.. believe it or not, my weekends have been spent staying at home and doing my projects and stuff.. sick! sick FAST sytem.. shitty Temasek for the workload, damn the stupid government for the lame education system, hell to this thing called stress!! letting go of something that have kept inside of me...

`pushing the blame wont help me go far, this is the part and parcels of life.. and it made me question whether i would go bonkers in the years to come!