the sense of loneliness inside me is like an inflating balloon. i duno. the people around me is always busy with their life these few daes. hmm. cannot blame them too... people do have their own lives. but have they ever wondered when they have no people to accompany them who was there? when they have no new people entering their lives who was them with them? ay! whatever!

went to visit ash today. she has been doing great these few daes. looking at her i just realise that she is much more stronger than me.

it has been a very long time since i feel like having a bf. the long hugs, roses and kisses, tiffs over minor stuff, the need to message him in the morning when you wake up, etc. what is wrong with me these few daes?

*wanna watch van helsing!!!*